Before this birth have I been told ( in one of those special mysterious way ) that I have lived here on earth before as a man, so itīs maybe only in this body I am a woman but my spirit

has no gender so it doesnīt matter how I look like on the outside.

MY FIRST BIRTH IN THIS LIFE

My mother, seeing in that time, was too old to give birth to a child. She was 42 years old and before me had she given birth to my older brother  2 years earlier and he and my adopted

elder sister hated me from when they heard about the baby in my motherīs womb. This two kids was there to kill me.

The morning I should be born in a Caesarean ( my mother was too old for a norrmal birth )  did the nurse carry her from one house to another from the outside.

When they come out said my mother all the time in my childhood : " I had never seen so many stars in the sky neither before and after like that morning when you should be born and it

was like stars come down and touched me to greeting me for the baby that should soon be born "

She never said any story about my brother and sisterīs birth only mine as it was so special for her. My mother didnīt liked to get one more child so I was denieded in my motherīs

womb as she had already two kids and her husband ( my earthly father ) was a heavy drinker that I never saw sober one day of his life with me, he died when I was 17.

THE FIRST TIME I SAW GODīs GLORY

When I was 2 years old did my sister pushed me out on the street and I was killed by a truck. My sister was taken to the hospital and in that time couldnīt they do anything for her so she

was sent home with the diagnose : jealousy and nothing more happen even if she showed in every way that she didnīt felt ok in her adopted home because she vomit and refused to

eat at the hospital.

I asked my mother all the time in my childhood what was the black, dark room I was in ...it was like a black square block was coming down from the ceiling and then suddenly was I in a

bright light ....

My mother always going worried and nervous about that question as she kept the secret of me been pushed out on the street of my sister as she didnīt wanted me to go angry at my

own sister.

My sister and brother tried to put fear in me by the way that they put a pillow over my head when I was sleeping and hold it over my face even when I had waked up and was trying to

take it away...not before I was laying in unconsciousness did they take away the pillow. ( today canīt I have anything covering my face because of them )
One day when my sister and brother was by themself with me when I was around 4 did they pushed me down on the ground and started to beating me with big sticks or something like

that, my adopted sister was around 9 and very atlethic as my father use to have her making exercise like standing on her arms in his hands because my father had been a sportsman

in younger age.

My brother and sister use to mock and make funny face to a man that was working in our basement by storing newspaper from all over the world as we lived close to the harbor. I think

my brother and sister thought he was there always like in a prison so they were not scared of him when he use to open his little window and show his arm and hand in anger to

them....they were screaming " Damned Axel Hansson " to him when he showed them that he could beat them up but he never run out from his place before this day...

I was laying in the grass beaten up of my sister and brother when Axel Hansson come running to my place......I was scared of him and I tried to stand up to run away but I couldnīt as I

was hurted and This is what I remember from my childhood I had as a fragment......... I remember seeing Hansson coming running to me and when he come close, did he jump over me

GOD TOLD ME WHAT HAD HAPPEN IN MY CHILDHOOD.

In year 2000 when God Almighty visit me in my home did God told me what had happen in my childhood because I only remember Hanssom jumping over me and then also the dark

room and the square coming down and the bright light.

God told me so all my fragment come to be the real truth of what had happen that was hidden for me.

I know today that the bright light was when God healed me and send me back to earth and the dark room was in the room for dead people in the hospital and the black square was the

x-ray or it can been a spaceship coming to my rescue.

I was in the salvation army most of my young life but I left the church when I was 15 years old and the church started to bring in pop-music band to play. I loved Beatles and Rolling

stones and was in pop concerts but I felt it was against God and I felt like the church had been to much into the world .... so I left everything and was lost in the wildness for many years.

THE FIRST HEALING

Even if I had left God, had He not left me so one day when I was 16 years old and took care of kids and one child was ill and had to go to the hospital. When I sat and waited for her,

did I hear God talking to me.

He made me walk in to a girl in the same age as me that had been in a car accident and her half of the brain was gone and she wanted me to hold my hand on that place where she

had no brain for me to really feel that there wasnīt anything under the skin. When I hold my hand on her skull did she say to me that her parents was killed and she was by herself now.

I was never thinking that the nurse that took the little child I had with me had told me to not be frighten about that girl who said the whole day long ....Hallo,goodbye, hallo, goodbye.....

because she could only say that and she couldnīt come out because she couldnīt walk.

but when I went to get the little girl home did it happen.......

the 16 years old girl was healed under my hand and she come walking to the nurse and me laughing. All the doctors and nurses come out from all rooms and said it was a miracle but I

didnīt felt that I had done something special so I went out without looking back at the nurses, doctors and the healed girl.

I forget that miracle until I started to do miracle in March 2001.

HOW I WAS SAVED

In year 2000 did I start to be changed to be more humbled and be more into spirit thinking.

When my husband  ( ex-husband ) was out to the bar all night long was I going to the gymn and did exercise. I started to block me from him and it was like a big hidden wall was

between him and me in the spirit way.

Before God visit me had I done a painting with only a big mountain and my daughter asked me what it was and I said from the spirit ( I had never been spoken in that way before, this

was my first time talking like a prophecy ) I said : " this is Himalaya mountains, the highest top in the world. Is there I can stand and be closest to heaven without leaving the earth "

and only 2 weeks later was on my way climbing up to the highest top in my spirit because God Almighty visited my home and changed me to work for Him.

The first God Almighty said to me was : " You where my most loved of all my children " that means for me that He was sending down the most valuable child he had to earth when I was

born.
I had no thoughts about tomorrow or the past when I let me be led of God to take a flight to USA.

WALKING IN USA, 2000 - 2004

I was walking in USA for 3 and half years, I couldnīt return earlier. 3 and half year is what Jesus was walking with his disciples.

Some of the message I got from God in USA :

1. Make a scripbook of what you will see and hear. ( I didnīt knew what it was in that time )

2. Make no any decision of what men is telling you

3. You will built me a church

4. Go and registrate a church

5. My church shall be called : The praying of healing church

6. Tomorrow take care of itself

7a. You should be the leader of all leader on earth
7b. The Pastor should listen at you and you should teach the Pastors.

He have said it twice number 7

in two different times and locations.

8. You have 100% faith.

9. Laura will be your helper in English but you will be the teacher of the Bible to her ( Laura had been in the church since she was born and where ever day in a church, she knew all the

Pastors around Virginia beach )

THE WORK I DO FOR GOD

God have talk to me 2 times when He wanted me to heal two people in different times and locations.
My work in USA was to test people what they did when the most poor person come to a church or where a Christian person managed a place. God tested the people with me just after

 September 11, 2001 so it seems that Godīs plan was to have me close to the attack and where Christian people have got many of their love once killed to see how much it effected

their thinking of me a foreigner in their country asking for help.

That was why I couldnīt stay in Seattle, WA where I go first and God was in hurry to send me to Virginia as I change the west coast to the East coast so fast.

God gave me Psalm 86 to show a Bishop.... who I was and that I was needy.

There have been people that have knowing who I am but not exactly. they have said :

1. You are HOLY

2. You step out from the boat

3. Your my lord ( but he died after said it to me )

SIGNS FROM MY BODY

There have been signs on me or with me :

 2005 did I bleed from my forehead 3 times in that year and when people ask me why, did I said without thinking about it that is was a thorn from the crown on Jesus head that have

pinched me so blood was going out.

I come home to Sweden and the Doctor said I was out of blood so much so he thought I was bleeding inside me of cancer but I had no cancer.

One time in a church did I fly and there was witness but they talk away what they had seen.

The November 1, 2010 did I suddenly dropped water from my right lower leg and the water was running in 3 days with 1 min. and 36 sec. between each drop. ( watch my video )

When I saw the water coming out from my leg did I knew for sure who I AM.

Do you know who I AM ?

WATER and BLOOD HAVE COMING OUT FROM MY BODY WITHOUT BEING HURTED.